Uncovering The Secrets Behind My Eating Disorder.

Dearest reader, Before I begin this post, I just want you to know that I am writing from a place I have locked away and buried somewhere far and wide, hidden in the darkest and deepest parts of my soul. This goes beyond personal for me, as I am known to be a person who…

6 Lessons I Learnt From Quitting My Job

Dearest Reader, I’m sure we all have distinct memories of pivotal moments in our lives. You know like the day you graduated, the day you get married, the day your kids are born, the day you decided to quit your job…… No? Only me? Last year in March a left a job I’d be working…

Types of Relatives

Dearest reader, With the holiday season coming to a close, and with it being that time of year where all the people who travelled far and wide across the globe to be with their families, are now preparing their luggage to travel back to their homes ready to kick start their new year; I thought…

7 Lessons Bollywood Taught Us

Dear reader, I send you my whole bodies worth of gratitude for sticking by me and continuing to check up on me and my posts! I am not the best person when it comes to being consistent with writing, I am however still here putting my print on the world. If you read my last…

6 Lessons You Learn In Difficult Times

Writing has always been my greatest outlet. When the traffic lights in my head refuse to turn red, I turn to writing. I pluck through every little emotion and comb through every feeling as I watch my thoughts come to life in black and white. So here I am, back to doing what I love…

The Anatomy of A Breakup​

You’ve finally got it right! You’ve landed yourself a jackpot with your new interest  and they’re everything you’ve ever wished for. They say all the right things, they do all the right things, they make all right moves, they find all the right solutions to your problems. Nothing has ever felt so right! Keep up…

He’s Just Not That Into You

Us women, we have killer instinct. Being right is like second nature to us. Sometimes, I practically feel psychic because I can always judge a situation and guess it’s outcome even before it happens. You can have your whole life under your thumb, everything you touch is successful. But every superhero has it’s kryptonite, and…

5 Inspirational Quotes

Reading helps me escape the harsh realities of this world, and get lost and explore the walls and hidden rooms of a brand new world. A brand new world that always end up giving me gentle reminders of the harsh realities of my real world. There is magic hidden in the pages of every books,…

The art of not giving a F#%K

I can openly admit that I’m the kind of person to care too much, and when you’re the type of person to care so much about “..Ooh what’s everyone going to think?” and “..I wonder what they’re saying over there?!” with a little bit of “..What if this person has this much to say?” and…

“Muslims Are Terrorists!”

Every morning, I wake up and another little part of this world is painted red with blood. The men holding the paintbrushes say that they’re Muslims; so the world look to the whole Muslim population like they have blood on their hands. As these men, continue painting the world red, in the name of Islam,…

Are Second Chances Worth It? 

I recently took a trip to the fairy tale city of Cambridge, and was completely taken aback with how it left me feeling. I’ve been to University, I thought I had a feel of what life as a student was like. I didn’t enjoy my time at University, and it’ll never be remembered as “The…

5 Things I Wish People Knew About Ramadan! 

1. “..Not even water?” Yes. Not even water. In Ramadan, Muslims abstain from eating and drinking, and provocative behavior from dusk until dawn. That means, for 30 days, every year, in the ninth month of the Islamic calendar, Muslims around the whole world, a massive 1.6 billion people, wake up just before sunrise, they huddle…

A Letter To My Teenage Self. 

  Dear Nazrin, I can see you, laying in bed with your headphones in your ears, reading a book, waiting for midnight so you can use your unlimited weekend texts Vodafone used to offer centuries ago. I bet I can guess what you were thinking all them nights. “I just want to be older. When…

Castles, Cliffs, & Crying!

One of the many things I’m great at doing is, swallowing my problems and pretending that they’re not there. I push them deeper and deeper into my stomach and just expect my problems to sit there peacefully, with no disturbances from me, just to sit in sheer comfort deep in my stomach. Sooner or later,…

Ruins, Rain & Ramblings!

My old and wandering soul took me to Witley Courts and Gardens in Worcester this Sunday. Life doesn’t get better than ancient ruins, landscape gardens, fiery fountains, woodland walks and of course, afternoon tea! When I got my first glimpse of the ruins, the sweeping driveway quickly caught my attention and I couldn’t help myself…

Pain Changes People! 

  We have such little scars of happiness. We very rarely learn from peace. We give ourselves such little time to indulge in the warmth of bliss. Then there are those wounds, so deep they’ve touched layers of  our bones. Those wounds that never really heal, wounds that bleed at even the slightest word. Those…

I Hate Change!

What is change to you? To me? Change evokes fear. It makes me feel vulnerable, change makes me feel lost. The sense of having no control over a situation due to its change puts me at great unease. I like knowing what is going to happen, I like predicting the end of a circumstance, and…

You’ve Got You! 

The biggest problem with having a good heart is, you expect each person in your little world to have the same heart as you. The biggest problem with expecting is, you come to meet with a lot of disappointment. The biggest problem with disappointment is, your soul gets damaged because of it. The solution to…

The Scars of My Heart. 

The most valuable things we own are our trust, our loyalty, and most importantly our love. They’re also the pillars to any great relationship. When did it become so cheap? I admit, I’ve been a fool, and handed out my most valuable possessions to people who don’t deserve it. I’ve had my trust, my loyalty…

I’m Sorry God. 

Follow my blog with Bloglovin  I’m sorry God, I’m sorry that I push you so far away that I struggle to feel your presence some days. Your teachings have been threaded into my soul, they keep me together during my darkest hours. Yet there are times, when sadness hangs over my body and takes my…