She kills me, slowly.

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Loneliness can either cure or kill a man.

It’s the most dangerous thing I’ve ever been fortunate enough to face. Loneliness. The power to drive the sane, insane. She works slowly, at the tips of your fingers. Making them cold. She travels up your arm, through your ears, and captivates your mind. You speak to her, because she’s all you have. She responds as always.

You hear what you want to hear from her. Your best friend she tells you all the things you want to hear.

After she’s got your mind, she wants more. So she travels down, into your blood stream. To the heart she goes.

You start to crave her. You want to be alone. You want to be with just her. You force your way through your day to be with her. You want her more than actual people. Loneliness. She comforts you, she’s there as long as you want her to be there. And she thrives off it. While you think you’re in control of her presence, she controls you baby. You need her. You can’t break out of it, being alone is the part of the day you wish for most.

If you want to be a slave to your loneliness then by all means, rule your kingdom and long may you reign.

Loneliness. It can either kill or cure a man.

Love, Always
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  1. July 28, 2015 / 7:32 pm

    This is beautiful. I love it. Thanks for writing and posting it. So honest.

  2. July 28, 2015 / 8:09 pm

    Wow, that’s so very true, love it.

  3. July 28, 2015 / 8:46 pm

    I couldn’t agree more! Loneliness is also one of the most dangerous and difficult thing I have ever encountered. Bravo! 🙂

  4. July 29, 2015 / 3:56 am

    Allah is closer to you than your jugular vein. You can never be lonely my beautiful sister❤️ you are very eloquent MashAllah

    • July 29, 2015 / 2:24 pm

      Thank you so much. You’re so very right too. Thank you so much for passing by. X

  5. July 29, 2015 / 11:14 pm

    Wow. If this piece were a dress, I would say it’s stunning.

  6. July 30, 2015 / 6:41 pm

    I think we all have experienced being lonely. I had my kids but it was a different kind of loneliness

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